1stMonthsary
Thursday, February 16
it suppose to be our first animonthsary today. 16Feb,
but something happened and we quarrel since evening.
Its not a small thing for me cause
i have been through a lot of things which make me phobia
to trust a guy.
i was really surprised when someone says that my rel/s has gone.
So i go on and check.Oh,so It is gone. I should have known that from the beginning when he say 'i have something to say...'
I actually prepared if anything will happen like this.
Yeah it happened in RPworld FB but not in real life thank god.
I cried a bit. But after I got home from my piano class,
Im so tired and that is the time where I cried like there is no tomorrow for me.I think maybe its because im in scare when i first see my rel/s is gone.but the 2nd time when I check again, I realise it is true.He keep spamming his messages wanting me to answer him even just in one word. When I started to ignore him.
Instead I still doing that, Because im really stress with his new rel/s and his decision without telling me.
I got his message in my blog chatbox, Tae inbox, real acc wall post, My tae wall and he mentioned me in my twitter too.
Iloveyoustill.
Im sorry I ignored you, I just need time
and realise what happened.Im still in my dreams
because I cant accept to what I saw . The moment I saw it,
is it true? or is it a lie?
Is my rel/s empty? or its still there... with you?...
Forever Your's,
AdlinaTasya, ShinTaehyo,KimTaeyeon,