1stMonthsary

Thursday, February 16

it suppose to be our first animonthsary today. 16Feb,

but something happened and we quarrel since evening.

Its not a small thing for me cause

i have been through a lot of things which make me phobia

to trust a guy.

i was really surprised when someone says that my rel/s has gone.

So i go on and check.Oh,so It is gone. I should have known that from the beginning when he say 'i have something to say...'

I actually prepared if anything will happen like this.

Yeah it happened in RPworld FB but not in real life thank god.

I cried a bit. But after I got home from my piano class,

Im so tired and that is the time where I cried like there is no tomorrow for me.I think maybe its because im in scare when i first see my rel/s is gone.but the 2nd time when I check again, I realise it is true.He keep spamming his messages wanting me to answer him even just in one word. When I started to ignore him.

Instead I still doing that, Because im really stress with his new rel/s and his decision without telling me.

I got his message in my blog chatbox, Tae inbox, real acc wall post, My tae wall and he mentioned me in my twitter too.

Iloveyoustill.

Im sorry I ignored you, I just need time

and realise what happened.Im still in my dreams

because I cant accept to what I saw . The moment I saw it,

is it true? or is it a lie?

Is my rel/s empty? or its still there... with you?...

Forever Your's,

AdlinaTasya, ShinTaehyo,KimTaeyeon,